Better

Generally things can be going good and even though you still feel like the achieving of life's goals are on hiatus, that's just fine. Good things have been happening to me lately. Perhaps it's not that, it could be that actually the bad stuff finally ceased. Perhaps none of the above statements are true and I'm just now feeling comfortable despite my situation.

If I think about it, I now have a new day job where I'm required to sit in traffic all day to get to and from the site. There is no apprehension or resentment, just 100% natural acceptance.

My money has been low and dwindling and yet I'm not panicking.

I know very clearly that outside of my obligations I have plenty to keep me occupied. Most of the time I'll find myself in the presence with others that care about me. My subconscious mind is now beginning to conceptualize this fact so the rest of me is feeling it. It just took a bit of reprogramming.

There's always something to look forward to these days as well. Events appear so numerous that I'm able to choose which I want to attend, the ones that fit in with me. No desperation! I look forward to performing and am getting back into the swing of it too. Oh how I missed the days of playing gigs and having a blast!

Ever since the tumor was removed, my life has gotten much better. Much MUCH better.