The Pillow To Muffle My Screams

Fuck you:

- Peers from middle school who acted nice sometimes, but mostly made me feel like shit. If I could find you on facebook, I'd explain to you people the 'degree of asshole' you fuck faces were, and probably still continue to be. Did it feel good to push and shove someone half your size? Did you get the attention you desired? And to those teachers, peers, guidance counselors: thanks a bunch for not standing up for that scared little boy.

- Women from my past who cheated on me. Good job, go out with me just so you can get bored and want to fuck some douche on the side. Thanks for fucking with my head. I'm sorry you couldn't deal with a nice, loving guy who only wanted to love you.

- Judgmental pricks who you can never impress. Continue putting down everything everyone enjoys in their lives. Continue looking for fights to win and earn achievements for. Make your shitty opinion heard loudly and keep trying to manipulate others into thinking just like you. Also, great work calling out that guy in public for his minor, trivial mistake, because everyone's better off for you making that clear.

- Sociopaths. The 4% of the human race on this planet that consist of you guys are great at making the lives of others miserable. You are the reason people wear their masks, hide their feelings, and lose their trust. Too bad you'll never know what love and empathy are, though we can only hope that you fuck up sometime along the way and get killed in the process.

- Creepy people. Did you get what you wanted from me? You spent some hard time trying to convince me you were fun and generally caring, while instead you actually just wanted to use me for your fucked up impulses. Thanks for making me falsely believe there was someone out there that would understand me.

- Mass news media. Great work at perpetuating the lie. No one will ever be content, but instead always yearning, purchasing, easily influenced to make bad decisions that you can exploit. Even if someone finally sees through your garbage, they'll never be able to convince the others of it.

- Majority of organized religion. In the name of love, all you've done is hate and create hateful, selfish people. You gave an excuse for some to feel superior over others just because they won some good nerd points with memorizing the book. Continue exploiting those words for your own personal agenda and don't let me stand in your way of leading well meaning, lost souls out there into your carnival of rip offs and false dreams.

- Telemarketers and door knockers. You prey on people's good will and only end up hardening their hearts. The physical world has become so disgusting with you in it, and because of your actions, well-meaning people only get lost between the cracks. To listen to what you have to say for even a second is the equivalent of letting a snake eat me whole, just because he's hungry.

- Sane world. Where the fuck are you!? I was told you exist, but I've searched for so long to find you and haven't had any new leads lately. At least give me a clue!